Archive for 2005-07

Yet Another Year

2005-07-27 03:00

Photograph: Three Brown Monks, Tokyo, Japan, March-April 2005, © Nick Varacalli. Another year’s behind me… Somewhat surprisingly… it looks like there’s another one in front of me…

The celebration of said year’s passing was good. Low key picnic by the Charles then Shakespeare on the Common.

It was interesting to note who remembered my birthday (or, at least, wished me a happy birthday) and who didn’t.

Clarification…

2005-07-27 02:56

Previously I mentioned that I didn’t / won’t go to a C3A dance. Since this is a public forum, I should clarify / mention that it is not Tom Rinker’s weekly C3A group. Quite to the contrary, Tom and his dancers are great. Other than the distance I need to drive, it’s the ideal place to learn. The material is challenging, but not overwhelming. Tom is an inventive and fun caller. Both he and the dancers give me a chance to fix the many mistakes that I do make. Their attitude is great. They are teaching me to smile at my own mistakes as I correct them. Everyone is friendly. I may be concentrating too hard to notice otherwise, but everyone seems to be dancing with either a smile, or a light scowl of concentration.

Harry Potter Induced Hangover Musings…

2005-07-22 02:55

Photograph: Branches & Temple Roof, Tokyo, Japan, March-April 2005, © Nick Varacalli. There are no direct spoilers in the post itself. If you know me well enough you may intuit a small, unimportant one.

Stayed up ’til 5:30 last night, and am about 4/5 of the way through the book.

I’ve never wanted to be Harry Potter (or any of the characters for that matter) before… now though… I wouldn’t mind being Harry.

Update: 2005-07-23: Eh… back to not wanting to be Harry Potter.

Happenings

2005-07-20 02:54

Not Like Me, Yet So Like Me

Photograph: Temple Urn, Red Building, Tokyo, Japan, March-April 2005, © Nick Varacalli. I’m angry / frustrated at myself for not going to a dance I really want to go to. I am cowed by the possibility of a repeat of other dances where dancers have been angry / snippy at me while in a square.

Basically, I’ve stuck myself into the situation where I’ll only go to a C3A dance (i.e., dances at my highest level) when I know the dancers are friendly / I know that people I’m scared of won’t be there. I’m assuming this will last until I feel more confident at C3A.

A big part of my mind snarks at me, telling me that this is not a way for me to learn, or to feel confident about anything.

Old Friend

Met Chris M., an old friend that I had a falling out with about 12 years ago. We did ice cream, coffee, and buskers in Harvard Square. So much / little to say about it. I guess I’m glad it’s done with.

This brings up the subject of how full, at least schedule-wise, my life is. Makes me wonder how to balance the good a use of scarce resource (time, ability to be social).

Calling

I called for Late Nite at Tech Squares yesterday. Did a tip, 10 sequences, of the A1 As Couples concept. Notable calls included:

  • As Couples, up to the middle and back (to groans)
  • As Couples, Recycle (difficult)
  • Girls are as Couples, Swing Thru
  • Boys are As Couples, Grand Swing Thru
  • As Couples, working with the square next to you, Load The Boat. I was very happy with the call, and the dancers did it well.

I was a bit disappointed that we only had 3 squares as people had to leave to get sleep. Mind you, it was the first time I really called to more than one square. At first, I was sighting off only one square, which turned out to be one of the stronger ones. I had to adjust and try to watch all of them. Difficult when you’re reading off prepared sequences.

A secondary goal was to play different / interesting / atypical music. Genres included dance, techno, grunge, metal, and rock. It went much better than expected. The songs seemed to work, and the dancers actually seemed to enjoy the music… I wasn’t really expecting that. I also played the music one song per sequence, flipping to the next one during / after the promenade home. Next time if I have the time, I’ll mix it. Anyway, the play list was:

Jock Jams, Are You Ready For This
This was the ‘square up’ song. No dancing to it.
Darude, Sandstorm
Techno.
Nirvana, Come As You Are
Grunge. The tempo was a bit laid back. Worked though.
Amber, Sexual
Clubby dancy. People were singing ‘li-da-di’, so I think it worked.
Rammstein, Du Hast
Pounding heavy metal. People let down their hair and head-banged. Surprisingly, many people sang along.
Pink, Get This Party Started
Uhm… people were still headbanging… a holdover from the last song.
Primal Scream, Rocks
Just a fun rock song, no pun intended.
Real McCoy, Run Away
Good dancy song.
Guns N’ Roses, Sweet Child Of Mine
One of my explicit goals was to call to GNR. I thought this might be overly self-indulgent, but people seemed to like it.
Metallica, Enter Sandman
So… someone, who I never thought would be a Metallica fan, was happy I played this. Next time, it’s Motörhead covering this song, satisfying two goals: calling to a speed metal band, and calling to a band with at umlaut in their name (sorry Blue Öyster Cult and Mötley Crüe).
AC/DC, Give The Dog A Bone
Classic hard rock, with wonderfully adolescent lyrics.

I think, on the whole, people enjoyed it. I got a bunch of constructive criticism for things to work on. Mind you, I’m prolly going to ratchet way back on calling this year, hopefully to a few more late nite concept workshops like this one. Preparation takes too much time. Besides, enough people have expressed dismay at my calling / tried to dissuade me from doing it (not bitter).

Music to remember for next time:

  • Bon Jovi, Livin’ On A Prayer
  • Orgy, Blue Monday
  • Adam Sandler, You Spin Me Right Round
  • Ozzy Osbourne, Crazy Train
  • Supergrass, Pumping On Your Stereo
  • Toploader, Dancing In The Moonlight
  • Billy Idol, Mony Mony
  • Motörhead, Enter Sandman

No Input

I’m a bit disappointed about the lack of input / suggestions for goals for next year. Seriously… y’all don’t want to me to be exactly the same next year… do you? My list can’t have covered everything… I know I have introspective blind spots.

Introspection & Other Things

2005-07-13 02:51

Shouting Out To New Readers

Photograph: Red Flowers, Roof In Background, Tokyo, Japan, March-April 2005, © Nick Varacalli. To the one new reader I’m now aware of… I’m impressed by your subtlety.

Introspection

It’s that time of year when Nick’s mind turns inwards. Some people think about resolutions around New Year’s. I think about them about this time of the summer.

For the first time in a number of years, I’m feeling aimless… I’ve always had long term goals… For some reason, this year, I don’t. I feel I’ve been in survival mode for the last little bit.

So… it’s time to brainstorm goals… I’m not going to do all of them… but here’s a list to start off with… These are things to consider. I’m not necessarily going to do all of them. In fact, I’m going to specifically not do some of them. Since this is a public blog, some things are censored. If you want full details, email me.

I’m very open to suggestions. Any feedback, anonymous or onymous, serious or snide, big or small, on pretty much any subject. Anything you want me to improve on? Anything I do that bugs you? Now’s your chance to have me fix it.

Financial

  • Save n$ per year.
  • Open a day-trading account, and day-trade.

Career

  • Learn LAMP
  • Learn .Net 2.0
  • Learn To love / like my job, or find one I like.
  • Get an MBA / write the GMAT.

Learning

  • Swim / Scuba Dive
  • Language
    • Italian
    • German
    • Spanish
  • Classes
    • Cooking
    • Photography
    • Open Courseware
    • Cont Ed

Hobbies

  • Photography
  • Unicycling
  • Juggling
    • 5 balls
    • Cutting w. Clubs
  • Dancing
    • C3B
    • C4
    • Calling ( This is probably an anti-goal. I’m probably going to cut back on it. Various assholes should be happy. Sing it Carly Simon. )
    • Swing Dancing ( Love to do this, doesn’t seem in the cards for this year. )
    • Tango ( Ditto above. )
  • Poker
    • Vegas
    • Tunica
    • Atlantic City
    • California
    • Foxwoods
    • Online

Health

  • Posture. Listen to my parents, i.e., sit up straight.
  • Set a target weight (165lbs?).
  • Be able to touch my toes.
  • Exercise daily
    • Exercise Ladder.
    • n Push-Ups
    • n Sit-Ups
    • n Minutes
    • Walk
    • Run
    • Bike
    • Exercise Before Shower
  • Be able to do a n km run.
  • Be able to do a nkm bike.
  • Get up to n km on bike odometer.
  • Get up to n steps on pedometer.
  • Bike to work.
  • Run an n km run / marathon.

Habits

  • Be more diligent about brushing teeth.
  • Get to bed earlier / get enough sleep.
  • Communicate better with friends. Especially those that are remote (suggested by Marc).

Bad Habits

  • Be less impatient.
  • Be less unhappy when doing ‘nothing’.
  • Spend less time online.
  • Watch less TV.
  • Be less grumpy (apparently, some of my friends call me “Mr. Grumpy”).
  • Be more assertive in what I want. State my desires more clearly / better.
  • Say what I’m thinking. Communicate more clearly anad more often.
  • Stop obsessing, talking, and analyzing. Start doing.
  • Be happy. Appreciate the life I have.
  • Don’t complain so much.

Appearance

  • Shave my head.
  • Dress better.
  • Shave more often.

Mental Well-Being

  • Learn to meditate.
  • Stop fretting and worrying. I prepare and plan so as to worry less… not to worry more.

Marriage / Dina

  • Set Dina’s expectation levels. Notably in the morning / for day-to-day things.
  • Ask how her day was / how she’s feeling.
  • Motivate each other to exercise.
  • Pick and choose appropriate times for discussions.
  • Devote more time to us instead of all the things that make our lives busy.
  • A little cousin for Malcolm (Suggested by Vic & Hélène)

Portent

Our office has mice.

On another note, it doesn’t seem like people are hungry to make money at the current company.

Weekend

Went to Baltimore this weekend to hang out with the guys and see three Red Sox vs. Orioles games. Lots of things to say… maybe I should wait ’til I’m in a better mood to write… maybe not…

  • Went with Dan, Jim, and Smooth. Stayed at Smooth’s friend, Frank’s. Frank rocks. He was a great host. It’s not surprising that he and Smooth are good friends.
  • The drive there and back sucked. 10.5 hours there. 9.5 hours back. I’d expected a 6 hour drive based on Smooth’s estimates. Suck.
  • Camden Yards is a beautiful, beautiful park. I haven’t had as nice a time at a baseball game since I was a kid at the Big O in Montreal watching the Expos. Fenway just isn’t the same. The view at Camden is great. I spent Sunday reading a book (re-reading Terry Pratchett’s “Equal Rites”) and watching the game. It was great. I lack the vocabulary to describe it. It was everything that the clichés say a baseball game should be.
  • Ate a lot. Carballa Wrap (Chorizo, Gouda, mashed potatoes is great food, drunk food, and leftover hangover food). Soft Shell Crab Wrap (with Old Bay, prolly one of the top 10 foods I’ve ever tasted). Crab legs. Crab cakes. Blue crab. Beer. National Bohemian. Ball park hot dogs. I Michael’d 4 blue crabs. It wasn’t worth it.
  • Saw two movies during down-time. “Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle” was funny. Surprisingly, I’m the only one who’s been to White Castle. “Team America, World Police” was awesome. Every single moment of it was satire of either the action movie genre or the current geo-socio-political climate. Parker & Stone surprised me with the South Park movie. They surprised me again with this one. One of the best satires / comedies of the last 5 years.
  • We’re getting olde. We needed naps on Saturday. We needed a day to recover on Monday.
  • The ATMs offered the choice of withdrawing $10, $20, $30, $40, $50, and other. They dispensed $10s. Interesting to contrast that with Boston.
  • Daniel was fascinated by bugs. First a lightning bug. Then, Dan says “Hey! A June bug.” Uhm… Dan… that’s a cockroach.
  • I actually had a lot of fun. In some ways, this kind of weekend, hanging with the guys, watching baseball, drinking a lot of beer, isn’t my cuppatea… Somehow, I got myself in the right frame of mind. At one point, I was in the car, listening to some sort of hip-hop, and realized… I was enjoying myself…

Canada Day Musings

2005-07-01 02:49

Happy Canada Day.

Growing Old

A friend notes that:

“The highlight of my day so far: watching someone (who must be at least 60) instruct others (age 20-something) on the finer points of iChat. Ho ho ho, indeed.”

I occasionally share the same mirth at situations such as this (where someone who belongs to a stereotypically technophobic group is instructing one or more people who should again, stereotypically, be technophilic).

I think at some point, in an attempt to overcome my fear of getting old, I’ve stopped buying into these stereotypes. I’m me… and hope to be mostly this way whether I’m 20, 30, or 70. I’m assuming that I won’t change much (other than being older, slower, and hopefully wiser).

A couple of incidents in the last year or so helped me solidify my thinking.

  • Some of my friends saw Secretary

    they noted that the crowd was predominantly middle-aged. Not who you normally picture seeing that movie. Duh. Who says tastes have to change over time.

  • The author of this blog sounds as technophilic as any of my peers.

Spelunking Through Code

2005-07-01 02:46
  • Why name something for what it does?

    <script language="JavaScript">
    function additem()
    {
    	if (document.all.left_list.selectedIndex < 0)
    	    return;	
    
    	var ind;
    
    	ind = document.all.left_list.selectedIndex;
    	document.all.left_list.options.remove(ind);
    }
    
    </script>
    
  • Twice as much body. Should be a shampoo ad.
    <body class="body">
    
  • One of my pet peeves.
    if oddeven=false then
    
  • Why use constants?
    Request.Form("string")
    Session("foo")
    
  • Why name things for what they represent?
    .TextSmallBold {
    
  • Do you really think it’s a good idea to highlight important words in the text on a web page by underlining them and coloring them blue?

Not That Good A Writer

Been looking at business plans where everyone promises that revenue will “hockey stick” n months out.

Which gave me an idea for a The Onion-style article…

Swedish Inventor Designs New Ergonomic Hockey Stick

Business analysts worldwide at a loss.

Of course, the hockey stick would have an appropriately oddly curved handle.